I Suck at Squirting

 Fairy Dust  2 Responses »
Aug 202012
 

clip3So, suddenly everyone Whitman touches squirts like crazy. Except me. First there was Ivy, then our new friend Kitten. He made her squirt twice in a row within minutes, and she said that’s never happened. (She knew she could squirt, just not multiple times.) I was really proud of him, because, well…WOW.
Around the same time, a third friend told me she’d squirted for the first time that week. REALLY?? WHAT THE HELL??

After the second girl, I started to feel a little pouty, like I’m missing out on something. It’s also starting to sound like a bit of a challenge. Certainly I can squirt just as well as everyone else!! Right?? I can do everything!! Can’t I?! I’m the princess, I want one!!

I’m obsessing about it now. I want him to do this to me. I want to do it for him.

We tried this “project” a couple of years ago, and I came to the conclusion that I’m physically not a squirter. Everything I’ve read lately, though, says that everyone is physically capable of doing it. And apparently, Whitman’s the  PussyMaster. Did he not try hard enough on me? Did we give up too soon? I don’t think we cared at the time, but I want to try again.

We put “make SexFairy squirt” on our to-do list for the weekend, along with “install dimmer switch” and things like that. We didn’t quite get to it, even though we did have a sexy debauched weekend (more on that later).

I may suck at squirting, but like I’ve always said, some of us are better at sucking than others!

My Bisexual Index: am I or am I not?

 Fairy Dust  1 Response »
Aug 032012
 

At what point can I call myself bisexual?
I’ve been over this a zillion times in my mind and on this blog:

I’ve had sex with women. I like it. I want to have sex with women, but I like men more, etc., etc.

It occurred to me that maybe I’m doing everyone a disservice by calling myself straight, especially since I’m starting to become so fascinated by the idea of more or regular sex with women. Somehow, in my mind, “bisexual” had to mean I am equally attracted to men and women. I‘m sure I fall somewhere on the Kinsey Scale that’s closer to heterosexual, but nowhere near exclusively heterosexual.  But if I think about it, I’m definitely attracted to some women. Somehow this meant to me that I’m straight – because I’m only attracted to ‘some’ women. (Well, DUHH, I’m only attracted to ‘some’ men, too!!)

Kinesy Scale, am I bi?

I’m not sure why I’ve held to this hard and fast 50/50 idea. I know and completely understand that sexual identity, attraction, and gender identity are fluid and variable and can change over time. I definitely think mine has changed. So according to the Kinsey scale, I’d give myself a 2+, because I’m definitely not 50/50, which is the definition of 3:

2 – Predominantly heterosexual experiences, but more than incidentally
      homosexual experiences
3 – Equally heterosexual and homosexual experiences

But how about THIS scale? According to bisexualindex.org.uk, “not all bisexuals are Kinsey 3’s”. This is their scale, and I think I like it the best:

1 exclusively hetero
2 bisexual
3 bisexual
4 bisexual
5 bisexual
6 exclusively gay

As you can see, I’m right there in the middle.

Mutual Masturbation

 Fairy Dust, sexy sex  No Responses »
Aug 022012
 

I’m consistently amazed by how many forms love, sex, and lust can take on. Sex is not just intercourse, obviously, but maybe it’s two people not even touching. I’m talking about mutual masturbation. It can be just as hot, just as arousing, just as sexy as fucking.
(Or maybe it’s called “taking-turns masturbation.” Seriously, what’s the term for this? Serial masturbation?)

Whitman and I were lying in bed, chatting about nothing and everything and sexy stuff in between.  (I’m starting to notice that lots of my stories start this way, but I digress…) We weren’t holding cocktails, as we often are, but we were holding cock. Whitman’s cock, to be specific. Not at first, though. We were just having a varied and wide-ranging conversation, bouncing from here to there and back to here again.

Male masturbationWe were talking about his upcoming business trip and how lonely I’d be, and how nice it would be for me to have company at night while he’s gone. We watched a video online of a cock being teased mercilessly by a sexy lady. I was also telling him about some of my suddenly-bubbling-over bisexual desires… things like placing my mouth to tits, lips to lips, tongue to ass.

As we talked, I lightly stroked Whitman’s cock, which had grown rock-hard. I used my fingers to swirl the pre-cum all around the head. We kept talking casually, and then suddenly he grabbed his own erection, taking it from my hand. It was like an uncontrollable urge. He stroked and stroked, as I lightly brushed his balls with my fingers. He came in an instant, it seemed. Semen was everywhere, coating his cock and his hand. I hopped up to get him a warm washcloth.

Female MasturbationThat’s when I felt the wetness that had escaped my folds and seeped down to my inner thighs. I hadn’t moved or touched myself while I watched Whitman. Just from watching him and whispering dirty words to him I was swollen and dripping wet. I stopped in my tracks and returned to the bed. It was my turn to have an uncontrollable urge to touch myself, and my turn to cum.

The No-Porn Zone?

 Fairy Dust, whoregasm  No Responses »
Aug 012012
 

I recently read an article in Men’s Health magazine that ranked America’s “smuttiest cities.” They weren’t talking about air pollution and soot, either. They meant smutty in the best way possible: porn viewing habits.

The magazine used several methods to come up with this list, including rate of internet porn searches via Google, number of adult toy stores per city, and number of porn DVD’s purchased, rented, or movies streamed through certain providers. I was not surprised to read that Orlando ranked #1 on this list. Vacationing parents and conventioneers like to get a little cray-zee when tv porn topless blonde out of town, apparently.

What I did find extremely interesting, though, was a side note. Eight of the cities on the list (remember, these are big porn-watching and porn-searching communities) had their access restricted from the porn-streaming company used for the research. Apparently these 8 cities, (including Jacksonville, Florida and Cincinnati, Ohio) fall in the no-stream category. Some companies put this restriction in place to avoid “being charged with violating community standards.” Seriously?! Has anyone been to Jacksonville or Cincinnati lately? Who says those cities have standards?

Sex toys - EdenFantasys adult toys storeSo if you live in or are traveling to one of these cities, make sure you BYOPd (bring your own porn dvds). Or make your own, of course!

Becoming Bisexual

 Fairy Dust  No Responses »
Jul 302012
 

I’m thinking more and more about women in a sexual way lately. I certainly love looking at pictures of naked beautiful bodies, and that’s not new. I don’t think of myself as bisexual…just ‘open-minded’ and in love with sex. That attitude has led to encounters with men, women, whomever. So, I have had sex with women, and I’ve liked it. Does that make me bisexual?Historically, I’ve mostly been the recipient of the attention, but I’ve certainly passed out some licks and nibbles myself. I’ve never considered myself an expert at pussy (even though I have one), but I love to be good at what I do. Maybe that’s why I think I’m “not so bi” – unfamiliarity? Fear?

sexy girl kisses

So now all of a sudden I keep thinking about looking at, petting, tasting, worshipping a pussy??
I want to feast on tits??
I want to kneel in front of a woman like I would in front of Whitman, but instead of a probing cock, find a warm welcoming wet spot??

What’s going on here?? I think Whitman has performed a great feat of psychological conditioning over the past few months. Allow me to explain:

Whitman turns on some sexy, arty, hot girl-on-girl or threesome porn, then instructs me to lie back and watch. He then plays with my pussy, licking, teasing, touching, toying…all the while making sure that I’m still watching. If I start to look away in a moment of ecstasy or close my eyes to enjoy what he’s doing, I get a little reminder slap.

threesome doggie kisses

He says naughty things to me, like “Watch the girls playing with each other. That’s what good girls do.”  We all know I have a raging desire to be a “good girl” for him.  Hearing this, feeling good, watching the girls…well, let’s just say the words have had an amazing long-term effect. I’m dreaming of pussy again. I hope I can figure out what to do with it, and soon.

Revirginized

 Fairy Dust, labiaplasty  No Responses »
Mar 152012
 

I haven’t had sex (with another person) in almost three weeks now. I’ve gone for way longer periods of time without sex (weeks, months, a year). Who hasn’t, right?

Save a Virgin

This time is different, though. I’ve had surgery on my labia, which left a few stitches in and around my vagina. There are also a couple of stitches in and around my clitoral hood. I told Whitman that when we do finally have sex, it will be like I’ve been REVIRGINIZED!!

Sunday Morning Blowjob, the Post-op Version

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Mar 022012
 

I forgot to mention something important in yesterday’s post about how great I was feeling the weekend after my surgery: The Sunday Blowjob.

Whitman and I have developed a quasi-tradition in our relationship of a good Sunday (usually Sunday morning) blowjob. I love to wake up to the feel of his cock growing hard against my ass, then slide down and take him in my mouth. The way he fills my mouth and then my throat as his erection grows ever thicker makes me even hornier for him.

Sunday Morning Blowjob

The Sunday Blowjob almost always ends up being a total face-fuck, which I love. Whitman will let me play and stroke and suck and lick and tease his cock…until he doesn’t. His hands will make their way to my head, and he holds on tight as he begins to pump faster and harder as I take his cock into my throat and feel the telltale throbbing of impending ejaculation. I smile inside as I feel it coming and swallow it all.

Last Saturday night (2 days after my labiaplasty), as we were getting ready for bed, I told Whitman that I thought I was feeling so good that he should have his Sunday Morning Blowjob the next morning.

I was, and he did. I knelt between his legs and he fucked my face. It didn’t matter that I’m sexually on hiatus for a couple of weeks. Sunday mornings are No Pussy Necessary.

Pussy Prettification Project, Part 5 (an update)

 Fairy Dust, labiaplasty  No Responses »
Feb 232012
 

I’m home.  Whitman is taking wonderful care of me, of course. He always does.

Contrary to my previous post about the anesthesia being “conscious sedation”, I really had a very light general anesthesia – no intubation, paralyzation, etc. So I was out, but not deeply, and not for long.

I was home about 3 hours after the surgery; I had some breakfast and a nap.  The pain is minimal so far, but we’ll see as the surgery meds start wearing off. As of now, I’m feeling good and looking Frankenstein-ish! I have about 20 stitches – 10 on each lip. I’ll post some pics of the healing but not yet. I don’t want to scare everyone off!

Pussy Prettification Project, Part 4

 Fairy Dust, labiaplasty  4 Responses »
Feb 232012
 

If you’re reading this, Dear Reader, I’m in the recovery room.(Trust me, I’m thrilled, good drugs notwithstanding.)

My surgery was at 7am, and it was expected to last about 15 minutes. I’ll spend about 30 minutes to an hour in the recovery room, because after all, it was just conscious sedation, not general anesthesia, then I’m headed home. I’ll have a few dissolving stitches and what my doctor said was MOST IMPORTANT about the recovery period is
“NO sexual activity for at least two weeks.”

pretty pussy

Whitman has a serious post-op question, though…how long after my procedure does HE have to wait to have sex??

Her beautiful body, and everything in-between.

 labiaplasty, lovegasm, Whitman's Sampler  1 Response »
Feb 222012
 

I love SexFairy.

It doesn’t matter if she thinks she is sexy or not. It doesn’t matter if others think she is sexy (though they all do) or not. I don’t care what “society” says. I love SexFairy with all my heart. Every day, in every way, she is the most beautiful perfect woman I’ll ever know.

On a recent weekend morning, we woke up, and I looked over at her, and said “you are so beautiful”. Now most women don’t consider themselves at their best first thing in the morning, and SexFairy commented as such. To which I replied, “I love the woman I go to sleep with, and I love the woman I wake up with”. She is always, both, and everything in between.

SexFairy’s Labiaplasty posts have generated some attention, and it’s time I threw my two cents into this pot. Labia collage

I love her labia as they are. Yes they hang and sometimes make my finding the sweet juices of her pussy a bit of  a manipulating challenge, but that doesn’t make me want them “trimmed”. So, why do I support her in this decision to have Labiaplasty?

Because I know it bothers her. She feels self conscious about it. They get in the way DURING sex (for her, not me). She can’t ride a bicycle because they’d get twisted up and hurt.

So to all you naysayers – my question is….
AT WHAT POINT DOES A PHYSICAL DISTINCTION BECOME SEVERE ENOUGH TO BE SURGICALLY ATTENDED TO???

And the answer is, whenever that person wants it taken care of. It’s not your business AT ALL, if someone gets a nose job, an abortion, a tummy tuck, or labiaplasty.

Respect the individual’s right, to take care of themselves, as they wish. Beyond that, shut the fuck up, please. It isn’t your body. You have as much right to tell someone else what they should or shouldn’t do, as I have to tell YOU  what you should or shouldn’t do with your body.
Correct Answer – NOT.

I love SexFairy’s labia now. I’ll love them tomorrow after her surgery, and I’ll love them for all the years we will have together, and then some. Just like every other part of her body and soul.

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