I wrote a couple of weeks ago about people having particular and personal masturbation styles. I’m a two-fingers on the clit hood girl, myself. I just sort of drag/massage my fingers in a firm circle, and BAM! I don’t need any penetration, just the rubbing. Speaking of rubbing, I just realized as an adult, that oftentimes younger girls will hump their teddy bears, or pillows, or the bed, whatever. I never did this. Apparently I was missing out as a teen! Speaking of NOT rubbing, I’d really like to learn the mind-cum trick…being able to think myself off (!), or cum on a verbal command from Whitman with no touching necessary. Maybe one day.
For now, this is the closest I get to cumming in my panties – when I watch this video. I’m not sure what it is about this, but wow, does it make me wet! It’s even better with sound.
I’m not sure how it came up, but about a year ago, I had a sudden (and very unusual) urge to HUMP something, something like my pillow. I DIDN’T, because it seemed a little odd and not “my thing” (see: habits, above), and because there’s something slightly humiliating and "public" about masturbating this way. I mentioned my urge to Whitman one day while we were dirty chatting working, and he sent me this video. I got SO. TURNED. ON. It was insane.
He then instructed me to masturbate on camera (yes! at my office!) for him. I did. (speaking of slightly publicly humiliating…)
Then I was HORNIER THAN EVER. He told me to go home and yes, actually hump my pillow that night. I did. It was incredibly hot. Something about that orgasm was very intense, yet somehow unfulfilling. It seemed muffled, like it had a pillow over it. Go figure.
I haven’t really done it since, but I’m feeling that urge again. I just watched “the pillow-humping video” (as I call it) again. I couldn’t could barely keep my two fingers out of my panties AGAIN. Fuck. Is it 5 o’clock yet?