Oct 102012
 

Last Saturday night, SexFairy and I had a pretty damn good dinner, got a bit drunk, and then a bit horny, and ended the night with a sexual first, in a kind of funny whoops way.

SexFairy likes being, shall we say, restrained. She says she finds it comforting and arousing at the same time. I have tied her body with rope, tied her to the ceiling while standing, tied her bent over to a stool, to a door, to a shower wall…the list just goes on and on. But she gets tied up for other reasons than my getting to fuck her at my will. Some nights, as we are getting close to going to sleep, I will get this urge and ask her if she’d like to be tied up for sleep. She always says, “yes please”.

So Saturday night, in bed, I asked, and she replied as always, “yes please”. I attached velcro thigh cuffs followed by wrist cuffs. Then I attached them all together, leaving it just loose enough so she could sleep. Of course once my mind gets started, it doesn’t tend to stop. So I asked if she’d like an anal plug for the night, and of course she said “yes please”.

SexFairy’s ass is on the tight and sensitive side, so I picked out one of our smaller glass plugs, a beautiful blue one. I grabbed a bottle of anal lube we had recently received, but not yet tried out. SexFairy was still wearing her panties so I pulled them down to the edge of the cuffs. Then with a nice puddle of lube in my hand starting massaging her, ass and pussy, sliding my fingers in and out of her holes as I went. Soon she was gasping with pleasure and my cock was rock hard. With that and her now relaxed and lubed ass, I told her I was going to fuck her ass, and she moaned “yes please”.

SexFairy was tied like this with her hands attached

Mounting her from behind while she lay on her side, I fucked SexFairy’s ass very hard and deep. It was a literal ass pounding. I said to her, “where’s my cock” and she replied “in my ass”. I said “what’s in your ass” and she said “daddy’s cock”. I said “where should I cum” and she said “in my ass”. I called her my “dirty whore” and she said “cum in my dirty whore ass”. So I did. I exploded inside her ass, filling it with my cum. After managing to slide my swollen cock out and thinking I should keep all that lovely cum inside her ass, I then put the anal plug into her ass, so none would drip out. I went to the bathroom, leaving her bound and ass fucked, full of my cum, with the plug in her ass.Glass plug, lost in her ass

That’s when I heard her call me. But not in a sexy fuck me way. In a help-me-get-here-now voice. The one that’s no longer playing. I immediately came back and she said, “the plug’s gone in my ass”. I was able to reach a few fingers inside her ass and while I could feel it there I could not grab ahold of it in anyway. We are talking about a lubed piece of smooth glass in her anus mind you. Quickly I unbound her and she went into the bathroom. There she squatted naked on the floor and, well, pushed the plug out, shall we say.

SexFairy came back to bed. I removed all the restraint cuffs, kissed her sweetly, and told her what a good ass whore she was. Lying there a few minutes, I then said, would you like to do that again soon? And she said, “yes please”.

So new rule. Small plug before anal sex. Large plug after anal sex.
We are still smiling over that one.

Jan 272012
 

We’ve had a lot going on over the past couple of weeks. Whitman and I are moving into a new place. We ran into a sexy new variation of Dom/sub. (New to our relationship, anyway.) All of this DaddyDom talk (and the two-hour show, of course) has me a little worked up. We’re nearly the same age, but I want to be Whitman’s little girl. At least some of the time. Like now.

As I was going to sleep last night, this fantasy flitted through my mind:

I saw myself wearing my blue ruffle-butt panties and matching blue bra. Whitman and I are hugging in the middle of the big empty living room, because we’re only halfway moved in. It has been a long day of working and cleaning, and this hug feels like dessert. My arms are around his waist, and my cheek is to his broad chest. “I like our new house, Daddy, thank you,” I murmur into his chest hair as he strokes my head and neck.
“You’re welcome, Little Girl.”
”But I might be scared to sleep by myself in this big house, Daddy.”
(This is totally a tease; I want to be taken to bed by him.)
“Don’t worry, Love, I’ll be with you, he says.”
Daddy takes me to bed and says he will rub my back until I go to sleep. He strokes my back, my neck, and my hair gently, but soon his hand starts to trail lower, grazing my ass lightly. Lower still on the next pass, his hand is moving gradually between my legs…I squirm a little and whimper.coi1114-10

There’s no innocence about me. I know what he’s doing and I like it as he climbs on top of me, his weight bearing down on my back, making it hard for me to take a full breath. I shiver in anticipation as his hand slides over my mouth. My pussy is drenched. He slowly slides his big hard cock into me and I whimper again.  His warm breath is in my ear. He smells like brown liquor – like a man. He tells me softly in my ear not to be scared, that he will always take care of me.

Oct 172011
 

I was talking with Whitman the other day, and (not) shockingly, the conversation turned to sex. It turned to dirty, naughty, what-he-wants-to-do-next sex. He wants to get back to basics. Basic BDSM, that is. I want what he wants. Of course.

“It seems we need some new items,” he said. I agreed. I already know he wants new nipple clamps, but he continued with his shopping list. “We need a cane, and a flogger, and a paddle of some sort.” Most of my spankings have been administered by Whitman’s hands or belt. I love both. “Whoa!” I thought as my panties were instantly soaked at the thought of him wielding a cane. Or a flogger. Or a paddle. Or all of the above.

The sound of Whitman’s voice had changed in a way that I know so well. I instantly knew this was not idle talk or fantasy chat. I WILL be subjected to a serious spanking, among other submissive delights. I can’t wait. Any submissive will tell you that a good submissive session (mental or physical) is a great release. I need it. He needs it.

So. This conversation. Let’s recap: We started talking, Whitman’s voice changed, my panties were wet, and I knew it was time to head on over to EdenFantasys and get shopping!

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Oct 162011
 

My Dearest Whitman,

You know I’m very so very submissive, and you know I’m always trying to make sure that you’re getting maximum pleasure.  I’m always willing, always game, always ready to play, ready to give or get. Whatever you want, I want. BUT…

I always care. About myself. On some level. Somehow, there’s always my own voice in the back of my mind, wondering if you’ll go further. Wondering how much I can take, wondering if I’m doing a good enough job, whatever we’re up to. Is this going to look silly, sound silly, am I too jiggly? Me, me, me.

I’ve written before about wanting to ‘deepen my submission’ to you. But what does that mean?I want to totally give in to you. I want to spend hours upon hours as only an object for your pleasure and amusement. I want to be your plaything, whatever game you want to play. If it amuses you to do nothing with or to me, then so be it. I want to wait for you. I want to wait ON you.

Sometimes when I think of being ‘very submissive’ to you, it actually involves some sort of domesticity. Taking care of you…bringing you food, drinks, whatever you need, and then waiting my turn. Hoping there IS a turn. Hoping I do a good job and don’t have to be punished. Some part of me wants to be babied and treated like your sweet plaything. I want to sit at your feet and wait on you to pet my head. I want you to tell me I’m a good girl.

Sometimes when I think of being ‘very submissive’ to you, it involves me physically pleasuring you in any and every way you see fit. Bathe your balls with my tongue while you have your morning coffee? Yes, sir. Tongue your ass? Yes, Please. Massage your whole body with fragrant oil? My pleasure, obviously.

Sometimes when I think of being ‘very submissive’ to you, it involves being your toy, a totally objectified dirty whore of a spank-toy, fuck-toy, whip-toy, suck-toy, whatever-you-want-to-do-to-me-toy.  When you cinch my waist in tight and I can’t fully breathe, you’ll say that’s too bad, which is perfect. I want to have both sets of lips dripping with desire for you, to beg for your cock and be denied. I want you to slap my face for asking. Fill my mouth for talking.

I want to be so deep in my submission to you that I don’t think about myself. I want to be able to give myself physically, mentally, and emotionally to you, right down to the core. Please.

Love Always,
Your Sex Fairy
xxx

Jun 132011
 

Whitman and I were seated outdoors at a darling little Greek café late on a warm summer evening. I could barely walk after the sex we’d just finished up. After an hour or more of hot, hot, HOT play, (including Hitachi punishment) he finally filled me with hot cum and called it a night. We’d barely cleaned up, thrown on our clothes, and rushed out the door to make it to the restaurant before closing time.

As we enjoyed our wine, I was purring about how good Whitman’s big.fat.cock. had felt inside of me, and I was still throbbing and dripping, and so on and so forth as I rubbed hisnot our waiter leg under the table.

As I continued basking in the dreamy afterglow, our dinner arrived…

and WHOA, it was way. too. much. food! I’d ordered a big crazy appetizer platter as my dinner, and it was at least enough for three people. Whitman cracked a joke to the waiter about trying to fatten me up. The waiter never missed a beat and said,

“You’re ABOUT TO GET a fat one!”

I’m assuming he meant if I ate all of that food (never in a million years, by the way). “HAH!” I thought. “I JUST HAD about all of the fat one I can handle!”

May 222011
 

SexFairy came out of the bathroom, freshly showered and clean for my pleasure wearing lingerie given to her from a former lover. She asked if that was okay, wearing for me what Hitachi vibrator VT250_1another had given her. I told her that was even better. I was going to enjoy fucking her in “his” gift.

Being the thoughtful lover, I then gave her a choice. While I licked her neck, I told SexFairy I could either make love to her with caring and passion, or treat her however I wanted. As she hesitated, I chose the latter.

I lay her back on the bed, spread her legs, and started licking her thighs. Her breaths became rapid and shallow as I began to tease the outside of her lips with my tongue. Soon my tongue was gliding from her ass through her lips to her clit, and back. A few moments later and she had become incredibly wet, so I teased her gspot with my well lubed fingers. Softer at first, growing in intensity until the squishing of her juices from the thrusting of my hand was quite audible. By now she had cum quite a few times.

Reaching over, I picked up the Hitachi. Her head shook back and forth saying no, but by then I was well in motion and was not to be stopped. I turned around and sat on her chest so she couldn’t move. Turning the Hitachi on, I held it against her clitoris as my other hand reached deep inside her pussy. Her orgasms kept cumming over and over and despite her moans of protest, I didn’t stop. I kept the Hitachi hard against her clit, rubbing it’s large head back and forth. The intensity was incredible. I knew she wanted me to stop, but I didn’t. Leaning back I said, “this is for being a naughty girl” and let it run till her muscles began to run out of the ability to even protest.

We spent the next 30 minutes changing positions on a small arm chair, ending with some very vigorous and deep doggy style. As we both collapsed, I felt her sobbing in my arms. A sobbing she describes as emotional overload. It’s so beautiful.

One NaughtyPoint deduction for forced Hitachi orgasms.

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May 172011
 

I will say, within a day or instituting the NaughtyPoint system, SexFairy became a much more obedient sub. To be clear, our dom/sub relationship is NOT of the 24/7 variety. It’s restricted to bedroom / sexual activities. However I can turn DOM in my head and it may take a minute for SexFairy to realize the change. My voice changes, my demeanor changes, everything. And once she sees the change, she changes too.

But this latest transgression was outside of that part of our relationship. Sexy laptop spy

I had been using her computer, and left an old email account open. Finding the account open, SexFairy decided to do some snooping and read my emails. There were only a few, but they were between an old flame of mine who for better or worse, lives 2781 miles away, plus one ferry ride.

SexFairy told me she read them right after. And while I don’t have anything to hide, she should not have read them. And she knows that. Had she asked to read them, I would have said yes. But as she did not, I hereby award ONE NAUGHTY POINT. The COUNTER is up by one. 

The punishment for this point should be something special. Hmmm. Ideas?

May 022011
 

Sex Fairy here, reporting in on a minor sexual accident over the weekend:

During some particularly vigorous deep-throat cocksucking (somewhat inspired by reading some sexy cock-choking blog entries and comments last week), I pulled my head back to…
I don’t know…swallow saliva? Breathe? Lick my lips? I really do know better.

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It matters not WHAT I was doing, because at that point, Whitman grabbed my head by a handful of hair and forced his cock up and my head down at the same time. Except instead of me expertly wrapping my tongue around the underside of his cock, his cock rammed the underside of my tongue.

Oops.

This was only momentarily painful, and even then only slightly so. I could tell something was not quite right, though. After finishing up with the sucking, fucking, spanking, and cum, I checked the mirror. WHOA. As I suspected, something was not quite right.

Even though it’s only slightly sore, there was, and still is, a giant bruise under my tongue. Looks like I got away without tearing the frenulum, but because this is in my mouth, the bruise looks like a giant blood blister. It actually resembles raw meat under my tongue. I’m still chuckling about this, two days later.

Lesson learned here? Keep my tongue where it belongs at all times!!   ;)

Apr 292011
 

MFC AspenRaeI think barbell piercings on a woman’s nipples look incredibly hot. Seeing a pierced nipple is a total turn on. It can also be useful (note some of the photos on this post).

One day I will instruct SexFairy to have her nipples pierced. We both know it will hurt and have some healing time. To be fair, this is something I want. She wants it really just because I do.

Partly based on our differing feelings about having her nipples pierced,  I recently posted this question on  our Tumblr, theNaughtyspot.tumblr.com:

“Should HE make HER get her nipples pierced with barbells?”

Should HE make HER get her nipples pierced with barbells?

Two of the responses are:

mymptp answered: “MAKE” her? Oh, please.”
wantinghim answered: “no….some things can be twisted, pinched, bitten, slapped and pulled. But if something is going “thru” them…its HER call.”pierced nipple bondage

At first their responses bothered me. How dare they presume to tell me what I can or cannot do with my SexFairy? But then I realized, they just don’t understand.

A submissive is submissive because she wants to be. Of course she can end or change that at any time. I respect this gift she has given me, this gift of herself. As long as we are in agreement as to the definition of our relationship, where she is mine to do with as I please, I can tell her what to wear, how far to bend over, etc. She has already chosen to allow me to make these decisions, for both of us.

As the wonderful blogger Discerning Dom put it so well in his post What’s it all about?: “The question of whether she will let me do what I want has already been settled. She’s already agreed in advance. I’ve got carte blanche. Yes, of course there are limits; there are always limits. But that leaves a lot of space to work in….The real pleasure for me comes from knowing that she wants to surrender. There’s no pleasure whatsoever in spanking a girl who hates it. That’s not domination, that’s abuse.”

Anyone in a valid DOM/SUB relationship understands this.

S0, until she says otherwise, it’s MY decision, and YES I CAN MAKE HER, because she allows me to.  Until she says otherwise, which I don’t think she will do. Because she loves being my SexFairy.wrist clamps to nipple piercing

Apr 252011
 

SexFairy asked me what I want in this recent post.

She deserves an answer:

Blonde Brunette RedheadI want blonde.
I want brunette.
I want redhead.
I want white, black, asian, latino.
I want shaved, landing strip, hairy.
I want one, two, three.
I want to be gentle. I want to be rough.
I want to keep you pure. I want to make you dirty.
I want to respect you. I want to humiliate you.
I want to own you. I want to share you.
I want to be only yours. I want you to taste her on my cock.
I want us to be always honest about what we want, to want it all, and spend the rest of our lives together going after the world.