As I’ve mentioned before, Whitman and I are working against distance and time apart in our relationship. We’ve had what I consider to be QUITE A BIT of time apart lately, and I miss him terribly. I was actually in a bit of a snit when he left last time, and have been only marginally better in between. (I actually told him ‘maybe you should stay home then.’)
<GASP!> (um…yes, naughty point added.)
I am contrite / We made up.
He let me know on Monday that he would see me Thursday night, (even though we both have Wednesday and Thursday off). I MENTIONED (again) that I was available Wednesday, too. He said he’d see me Thursday. I’ve been so disappointed. I was feeling so desperate to see him. I wanted to SHOW him how much I miss him when he’s gone, how much I need him near me always. I was starting to feel so needy, and the desire to just fall to the floor when I see him and latch on to his legs with both arms…like a toddler having a breakdown…was looming large.
TODAY he let me know he could be here today.
SexFairy: omgahhhhhh I’m so fucking glad you’re coming here!!!! I didn’t want to ask again. :)
Whitman: I always was. You just need to learn some submissive desperation.
HOW DID HE KNOW??!!
Oh sexy Fairy…. I know that feeling only too well…especially the one of latching onto their legs and not letting go. I miss Sir so much!
I am not sure I need to learn submissive desperation, I think I have that down to a fine art, I just need to be with Him.
Mollyxxx
I think I have it down pretty well, too. I hope that you and your Sir will be together soon, soon, SOON!